Class Day 3

Well today was a fun class. We had a diffent istructer and it was differnt but fun. Basicly we learned about the effects of bad driving a ton about accidents basicly it was a day of what not to do!! I was hoping to get my learner permit this week but it is not going to happen. My birth certifict has gone missing and I have to call Ohio to get a new one. Hopefully it will not take long to get here. I am sad and mad about his cause it will prolong my license even longer.

I am a Sunflower What Flower Are You?

Driving School day 2

Well today we learned about the speeding laws, signs and what the lines mean on the road. It was a very interesting class. There were a few signs that I did not know. But really it covers the basics. I know it is mostly for the teenagers but geez!! Well after every class we take a quiz and I did not miss many things. I am hoping in the next few day to go get my learners permit. I am hoping to do this on thursday.

I also learned today that I do not have to go on the freeway on the test if I do not wish too. Also it is nice since most of the people there are teenagers there are several slots open for the driving observation and driving times during the day so that will be good for me.

Class day 1

Well I have done today I started driving School. Well I felt OLD the class was primarily teenagers. Most of what the instructor talked about it is the death and accident percentage in teenage driver. I learned that statistically and 85 year old driver is safer then a teenage new driver. I just love that i feel old in the class the videos are about 10-20 years old. The worst part really is the time the class is from 4-6 so I have to basically have dinner ready before I leave because there is o time after wards. I am trying to get my learners permit this week so I can start the driving part. that way I will be licensed in 2 weeks time. And it is nice that since I am over the age of 21 the licence is cheaper!! LOL well all keep me in your thoughts and prayers and tell your love ones to stay off the roads.

back to work

well since McKay is not working I have gone back to work. I am not really liking it but I have to do what I have to do. I have been super busy and today I have the day off only because mcKay went to work. basicly what the agreement is the days that McKay is not working I will work. So yes that mean weekends too. But the bills are not going to pay them selfs and the food is not just come over. At least I will get back into shape!! TodayI have a super busy day around the house. Of course McKay has been doing some thing but not the things that need to be done or not even that well. The dishes are washed but the counters and floor ar not clean. The last thing I want to do when I get home is clean!! But today is my cleaning time righ now I am taking a bit of a break between rooms. I have cleaned the majority of the living room I still need to clean the fish tank but that will happen here soon. As I speak my lovely so is running around nude!! I have no clue why but what ever at least he is not getting his clothing dirty.

Tonight Arnold and Marti are coming over for dinner. I am excited. we have not had many dinner guests at the house so this will be nice. I just hope they have a good time.

It is a bright shiny day outside!! And I would rather be out in it playing!!

Well it is time to give the dog his bath YUCK!!! but better do it befor i clean the bathroom more yuck!!! Maybe I should have kept the kids home to help LOL

been keeping busy

i have figured that I do not think about the things going on in my life if I just keep busy. So that is what I have been doing. We have redecorated Alex and Nathan's rooms We built each of them loft beds and they seem to really like them very much. Avery is asking for one But that is so not going to happen anytime soon. We lifted Hope's bed a bit. And in her room we converted the old dog house into a toy box for her. It is really neat!! Our neighbor gave us her dog house that is much larger which will be much easier for Cooper to get into.

Yesterday was a great day here in Utah it was sunny and warm all day So I figured I would working the garden. Well that of course turned into a big project. We built a fence along the garden and even put in a gate for it now I do not have to worry about the kids or cooper getting into it. McKay being the great husband that he is even built me Stairs to get into the garden easier.

This year I am going to grow from seed. I have planted red and sweet onions, green beans, peas, carrots, white pumpkins, potatoes, marigolds and sunflowers. It is going to be great seeing the little sprouts come up!!

Along the fence I am thinking of putting honey suckle. I also have 2 raspberry plants that I hope will produce many raspberrys this year. and I have the strawberrys as well.

I will try to get some pictures up soon.

dont know when

I will be able to post anything here. Things are not well at all. I am not doing good and McKay is still out of work. And I feel like I have fallen ito a black hole and there is no chance of getting out what so ever. I know that I need to be surrounded by friends and family but I want to just url into a tiny ball and stay there. i do not want to go anyplace cause i am sick of putting on the everything is okay face. Cause it is not okay and has not been for months. I am trying my best to be happy but it is very draining. It is getting harder and harder to keep up the happy face with my kids. I know that at least Joshua and Alex know there is something wrong. I do not want them to worry about it so it is best to keep it all from them. My house no longer feels like a home. It feels more like a trap.

Very Happy Avery

Well Monday was a very eventful day. We went to Grandma Ellen's for homemade pizza at lunch time. The off to Eve's house to pick up Avery's softy. Softy Is Avery's blue gingham baby blanket that he loves. The trim had come undone and Eve fixed it for us since I do not know how to do that yet. He was so happy He clinged to it in the truck and fell asleep very quickly.

On Tuesday well this was not the best day. Avery woke up with this rash everywhere. little red dots at first. With tiny blister looking things on his hands and feet. Then it was like he had goosebumps all over his body all the time. So we kinda just let him do what ever. So this is a picture of him sitting on daddy's chair playing Mario and Sonic at the Olympics. This was take right after he landed the long jump. it was really fun!!!

So far he still has this rash thing. But It is just like the ones McKay had when he was little. So Honestly I am not very happy about this. I do not what him to have to go through the things McKay did.

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Well that is Hope's room. It is not just finished yet. But this is all we are doing for the time being. I was really going for the big girl look something that will be able to grow with her. It is hard for me to think my tiny princess is about to be 8!!!! So her room is filled with all great things. The dolls are something she has been getting all her life!! She just loves them. On her desk there is her Betta fish.

The only thing missing is her pictures. She wants pictures of the family but just the girls. but so far all we have is just a few. HINT HINT HINT.

just to bug McKay!!!!

Milkskake fun

Well basicly the pictures say it all.
We have a ice cream machine well it has not been used for a very long time. So I thought it would be fun. Well I started it late and added the crushed oreos too soon. So i served Oreo Milkshakes for desert!! I even made yello whipped cream and toped them off with 1 whole oreo. They reaally liked them. I will have to remember this for the future. Since it really does not make enough icecream for everyone this is great!!!