So I really liked being tagged by Emily so I got this in my email today and thought I would post it here.

Place an X by all the things you've done, or remove the X from the ones you have not,
. This is foryour entire life!



(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(X) Been arrested
(X) Gone on a blind date
(X) cut school (college classes don't count!)
() Been to Canada
() Been to Florida -
(X) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
(X) Been on the opposite side of the country
(X) Gone to Washington , DC
(X) Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
(X) Played cops and robbers
(X) Recently colored with crayons
() Sang karaoke
(X) Paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do.
(X) Made prank phone calls
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(X) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(X) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(X) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about -
(X) Blown bubbles
(X ) Made a bonfire on the beach
(X) Crashed a party
(X) Gone roller skating
(X) Ice skating -

1. Any nicknames? In High School People called me Kermy
2. Mother's name? Debra
3. What is your favorite non alcoholic drink? Ginger ale
4. Tattoos? yes on my ankle
5. Body piercing? ears
6. How much do you love your job? I love my job very much but the pay is horrible
7. Birthplace: Cincinati, Ohio
8. Favorite vacation spot? someplace warm
9. Ever been to Africa? No
10. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? Yes
11. Ever been on TV? yes
12. Ever steal any traffic signs? yes, many years ago
13. Ever been in a car accident? Yes
14. Was it your fault? nope
15. 4 Doors? yes
16. Salad dressing? hidden valley Ranch
17. Favorite Pie? french silk
18. Favorite number? 3
19. Favorite Movie? Wizard of Oz
20. Favorite Holiday ? St Patrick's Day
21. Favorite drink? Ginger Ale
22. Favorite Food? mexican
23. Favorite day of the week? Saturday
24. Favorite brand of body soap? Dove
25. Favorite TV show? House
26. Favorite toothpaste? Mentadent
27. What do you do to relax? In Bed
28. Do you have a message to your friends reading this? Be kind to All no matter what
29. How do you see yourself in 10 years? pulling my hair out cause i will have teenagers
30. What do you do when you are bored? Play Wii
31. Furthest place you will send this message? Belgum
32. Who will respond the fastest? I don't know!!!


With this I tag all that I know that would be the Bush sisters Becca and Jessi!!!

how things are

Well I am basicly on bed rest until the 3rd or if i go to the doc sooner. I lost 3 of the steri strips yesterday due o the ouzing out of the incition. Yes I am starting to get worrird about it healing. I called the doc and the nurse says that I am doing everything that I can. But in my mind there should be something that can be done. So I will just stay here in bed BORING

Friday night Nathan and I watched Superman cartoons untill Nathan fell alseep. Yesterday Joshua and I watched all the Lord Of The Rings extended edition movies so yes that took all day but it was fun. Today I do not know what is going on just yet.

I think that maybe we might try to play some games or something

Well Yesterday McKay wen to go get Naathan's hair cut since Nathan decided to cut his own last week. And McKay decided it was time to cut his. Pics soon to come. Of course I was pissed at first that I was not included in this part of his life. And I really would have liked to be there but it is done and over with now. All I can do now is make fun if him. Honeslty it looks great and makes him look a bit younger. I just wanted to be there. So he was so busy with that and then stopping off at Grandpa's house he forgot my ice cream.

We are going to do more things upstairs so I do not feel so alone right now. I think that is my biggest thing. I feel so alone. Grandma Ellen and Eve come over and I love it when they come. Every now and then someone calls.

So I am just going to take it easy and rest.

Back From the doctor

Well I have a minor infection in my wound or what ever. Well at least it is early and I will be fine.

I just hate being stuck in my room I sit here right now and i can hear the kids yelling over the dryer and my tv. I really want to sleep but I can not. If it is like this when I am home what was it like when I was not.

I think It is just being stuck in my room that I hate the much it is the futherest point in the house from everybody I hear them all playing or eating dinner and I sit up in my bed alone.

I think I will suggest to McKay to have apicinic dinner this week. and everyone eats on the floor in my room so we can be together.

maybe this was a mistake

I have the support o family I have the support o my friends but I just do not feel like I have it from McKay. I am sick of this for 2 days it is one thing or another. I have to go back to my doctor today cause i am running a fever and it seems like it is an inconviniance to do so for him. He pointed out in the last week he has drove about 300 miles. Ya I am complaining alot and I am on edge and I just do not feel supported. I feel traped in my own house. I do not even want to ask him for anything cause when I do it seems like it is a big deal and I am taking him away from what he is doing. I feel like I am on a total emotional rollercoaster here. 1 min i am cry the next i am mad I can not hold my kids. The do not even want to be near me.

My Surgery time

Well I have to be at the hospital at 630 in the morning. ya yuck we have to wake the kids up early and drag them out to take me there. But at least they will get to beable to see me off. That makes me feel good. So the plan is that after dopping me off McKay is going to pick up Grandma and come back to the house. Then he will take the kids to school and come back to the hospital .
Stay with me there until it is time to pick up the kids from school then he will come home pick up grandma and Avery. Pick up the kids from school then take the kids to granpa's house for dinner So McKay can see me in the evening.

Friday Mckay will be taking Avery to Grandma's house so he can visit me again. Most likely other people will be visiting me as well.

Isn't Life grand!

Well I was just laying in bed and my tv went black and started making this put put noise. So I went down stairs and told McKay. So I sit back down on the bed and all of a sudden I smell something. Well that lovely eletrical burning smell means nothing but my TV died. What timing. I mean if things are going to start going wrong like this what am I going to do. I can not even go in my room right now the smell is so bad.

My TV has had a great life I have had it for about 10 years. It was a nice panasonic 27 inch TV.
It was well loved and saw me threw many a hard time. And even stuck with me when i watched all my old soaps. LOL

BOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO


this smell better go away soon i want to go to sleep

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