the haircut

Okay as all of you know McKay has had long hair for the longest time. It has been well over 10 years since his hair has been above his shoulders. Well last week he set out to find a local locks of love to cut off all his hair and donate it for wigs for cancer paitants. Well Marti was there for the event. and took some pictures.

Here he is.

Well it took 5 pony tail of 22 inches in length each. He was amazed there was that much hair.

It is taking time to get use to. I have always known him with long hair. But I do have to say that it looks very nice.

So I really liked being tagged by Emily so I got this in my email today and thought I would post it here.

Place an X by all the things you've done, or remove the X from the ones you have not,
. This is foryour entire life!



(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(X) Been arrested
(X) Gone on a blind date
(X) cut school (college classes don't count!)
() Been to Canada
() Been to Florida -
(X) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
(X) Been on the opposite side of the country
(X) Gone to Washington , DC
(X) Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
(X) Played cops and robbers
(X) Recently colored with crayons
() Sang karaoke
(X) Paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do.
(X) Made prank phone calls
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(X) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(X) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(X) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about -
(X) Blown bubbles
(X ) Made a bonfire on the beach
(X) Crashed a party
(X) Gone roller skating
(X) Ice skating -

1. Any nicknames? In High School People called me Kermy
2. Mother's name? Debra
3. What is your favorite non alcoholic drink? Ginger ale
4. Tattoos? yes on my ankle
5. Body piercing? ears
6. How much do you love your job? I love my job very much but the pay is horrible
7. Birthplace: Cincinati, Ohio
8. Favorite vacation spot? someplace warm
9. Ever been to Africa? No
10. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? Yes
11. Ever been on TV? yes
12. Ever steal any traffic signs? yes, many years ago
13. Ever been in a car accident? Yes
14. Was it your fault? nope
15. 4 Doors? yes
16. Salad dressing? hidden valley Ranch
17. Favorite Pie? french silk
18. Favorite number? 3
19. Favorite Movie? Wizard of Oz
20. Favorite Holiday ? St Patrick's Day
21. Favorite drink? Ginger Ale
22. Favorite Food? mexican
23. Favorite day of the week? Saturday
24. Favorite brand of body soap? Dove
25. Favorite TV show? House
26. Favorite toothpaste? Mentadent
27. What do you do to relax? In Bed
28. Do you have a message to your friends reading this? Be kind to All no matter what
29. How do you see yourself in 10 years? pulling my hair out cause i will have teenagers
30. What do you do when you are bored? Play Wii
31. Furthest place you will send this message? Belgum
32. Who will respond the fastest? I don't know!!!


With this I tag all that I know that would be the Bush sisters Becca and Jessi!!!

how things are

Well I am basicly on bed rest until the 3rd or if i go to the doc sooner. I lost 3 of the steri strips yesterday due o the ouzing out of the incition. Yes I am starting to get worrird about it healing. I called the doc and the nurse says that I am doing everything that I can. But in my mind there should be something that can be done. So I will just stay here in bed BORING

Friday night Nathan and I watched Superman cartoons untill Nathan fell alseep. Yesterday Joshua and I watched all the Lord Of The Rings extended edition movies so yes that took all day but it was fun. Today I do not know what is going on just yet.

I think that maybe we might try to play some games or something

Well Yesterday McKay wen to go get Naathan's hair cut since Nathan decided to cut his own last week. And McKay decided it was time to cut his. Pics soon to come. Of course I was pissed at first that I was not included in this part of his life. And I really would have liked to be there but it is done and over with now. All I can do now is make fun if him. Honeslty it looks great and makes him look a bit younger. I just wanted to be there. So he was so busy with that and then stopping off at Grandpa's house he forgot my ice cream.

We are going to do more things upstairs so I do not feel so alone right now. I think that is my biggest thing. I feel so alone. Grandma Ellen and Eve come over and I love it when they come. Every now and then someone calls.

So I am just going to take it easy and rest.

Back From the doctor

Well I have a minor infection in my wound or what ever. Well at least it is early and I will be fine.

I just hate being stuck in my room I sit here right now and i can hear the kids yelling over the dryer and my tv. I really want to sleep but I can not. If it is like this when I am home what was it like when I was not.

I think It is just being stuck in my room that I hate the much it is the futherest point in the house from everybody I hear them all playing or eating dinner and I sit up in my bed alone.

I think I will suggest to McKay to have apicinic dinner this week. and everyone eats on the floor in my room so we can be together.

maybe this was a mistake

I have the support o family I have the support o my friends but I just do not feel like I have it from McKay. I am sick of this for 2 days it is one thing or another. I have to go back to my doctor today cause i am running a fever and it seems like it is an inconviniance to do so for him. He pointed out in the last week he has drove about 300 miles. Ya I am complaining alot and I am on edge and I just do not feel supported. I feel traped in my own house. I do not even want to ask him for anything cause when I do it seems like it is a big deal and I am taking him away from what he is doing. I feel like I am on a total emotional rollercoaster here. 1 min i am cry the next i am mad I can not hold my kids. The do not even want to be near me.

My Surgery time

Well I have to be at the hospital at 630 in the morning. ya yuck we have to wake the kids up early and drag them out to take me there. But at least they will get to beable to see me off. That makes me feel good. So the plan is that after dopping me off McKay is going to pick up Grandma and come back to the house. Then he will take the kids to school and come back to the hospital .
Stay with me there until it is time to pick up the kids from school then he will come home pick up grandma and Avery. Pick up the kids from school then take the kids to granpa's house for dinner So McKay can see me in the evening.

Friday Mckay will be taking Avery to Grandma's house so he can visit me again. Most likely other people will be visiting me as well.

Isn't Life grand!

Well I was just laying in bed and my tv went black and started making this put put noise. So I went down stairs and told McKay. So I sit back down on the bed and all of a sudden I smell something. Well that lovely eletrical burning smell means nothing but my TV died. What timing. I mean if things are going to start going wrong like this what am I going to do. I can not even go in my room right now the smell is so bad.

My TV has had a great life I have had it for about 10 years. It was a nice panasonic 27 inch TV.
It was well loved and saw me threw many a hard time. And even stuck with me when i watched all my old soaps. LOL

BOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO


this smell better go away soon i want to go to sleep

Check out my Slide Show!

I have Been tagged (thanks Em)

A. The rules of the game are posted at the beginning.
B. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
C. At the end of the game the player tags 5 people, then goes to their blogs and leaves them a comment letting them know they've been tagged and asking them to read your blog.

10 years ago:I was living in Sherveport LA (and having a blast) I was a new single mom. Joshua was about 6 1/2 months old

5 things on my to-do list today:
1) Cook Dinner
2) try not to worry too much
3) post on my blog LOL
4) watch a movie and not fall asleep
5) play a board game with the kids

Snacks I enjoy:
Nachos and york peppermint patties


What I would do if I were suddenly a billionaire:
well What i would do is something i can not mention here becase it can be held against me in the court of law.
First I would by this house not in full but have an account to pay the payment automaticly every month. I would put 1 million dollars in 7 different accounts for each of the kids for collage. I would pay back all the ppl we owe money too. Pay off all the bill. By an Audi Q7 buy every Wii game out just cause I can. I would put money away for the future. there are tons of things but I know the main thing I would do Is fly out to Ohio with all the kids to see my grandparents while I was there I would set up an account to pay all there medical and presription bills and so they would have money to spend plus hire them a private driver.

3 of my bad habits:
1) not saying what is on my mind!
2) playing video games to much
3) not being more assertive


5 places I have lived:
Cincinatii Ohio
Phoenix az
Las Vegas
San Diego
Shreveport

5 jobs that I have had:
Albertson's
Wa-Mart

5 things people don't know about me:
1) I am an extreme worrier
2)I hate my body
3) I hate shopping
4) I do not cook that well
5) I love to shoot stuff


Now I do not have 5 ppl to tag cause Emily tagged those I know

This is how things are

Well I have been trying to keep myself busy latley. Trying to just not think about my surgery coming up and wel it is not really working very well. I painted 2 walls in Hope's room. It took several days just to get those done. McKay helps some and he even installed 2 new wall sockets so everything looks great. I still need to paint the shelf on her wall and might do that in the next few days. I am going to have to get some white paint since I painted the ceiling some (opps). But I am in no rush to do so. I thought that I would work one of the kids rooms at a time. I finished Nathan's last weekend as well with Avery's I am not going to worry about painting thier rooms untill the get ou of the stage of picking thier noses and wiping it on the walls. Man that really makes me mad. So there are a few things we would like to do in Hope's room. Okay not really we but me. She is my little girl and the only one that I have at home. So I want her to have the perfect girl room. I want to put in crown molding and new base boards then that means I will have to replace the trim around her doors and window. The very last thing will be the flooring. which she wants pink shag so when that phase passes then we will think about it. The only thing that I would like to get done that I can not do is paint flowers on her wall above her shelfe like they are growing out of the shelf I thought that it would look cute. I am going to put some butterfly's up and need to find some dragon flys and ladybugs.

Well last week Avery turn 4!!!! Wow I just can not belive this. He had a great day. Grandma Ellen, Aunt Eve, Jakobe, Kalob, Jaden, And Grant all came over to celebrate with him. He was really happy to have his "friends" over. Above here are some pics from the event.

My parents got Avery a punching bag. Every one loves it.

Took the kids Sleding