why even bother

I mean seriously why bother with anythng bloging trying to make friends It just seems I try to be nice to others and realy it just bites me in the rear. this is all just getting really old really fast. I am sick of trying to be someone I just am not. Might as well lock myself in my house and give up. May be it is cause everyone but mckay is sick in the house or that everything i try to do fails. But i just do not want to care anymore